心情

怎么我的心情那么容易被人识破啊?

那天心情低落的时候跟某人MSN

我也没告诉他我心情不好什么的

而他却有办法从只字片语知道我心情不好

然后还说:还猜想跟他对话的是不是我呢 =.=lll

我还以为就算我心情不好..

水照灌...然后应该没什么察觉到才对...

看来我掩饰功夫还待加强

显~

很显很显很显啊~

今天一上班就收到asia pacific老大的mail问我一大堆的..

真的很懒惰回答他..

回答他又要在想该如何写如何回复才恰到好处..

显显显~~

很讨厌他最近一直插手我们的事

他又不是我们的老板..

充其量只是我们ap的supplier而已...

网友PART II

不懂几时曾有个网友跟我那么说过

我离开了XX这一段时间但我却在这段时间做了这个跟那个..

他可以用平时在网上的时间去学多一样东西..

相比之下,我就有点不长进了..

我也不懂之前我为自己设定的几点成功的有几点..

因为我也不想再后悔内疚多一次了..

我还以为自己已放开了..

但其实不然..

以前沉迷于网上

损失的不只金钱,健康的身体,课业的退步..

最重要的是竟然拿不到我要的 class..

然后被昔日一同来kl的同乡一直奚落...

其实就算你跟网友谈得再如何开又如何呢

再过一段日子..大家始终还是会各过自己的日子..

最后还不是落得一场空?

反而如果自己好好利用这些日子好好进修补充自己,增加自己本身的价值

那么N年后我不再是现在的我..我往成功的大路又近了些

前几天的心情超低落的

具体原因不懂..

可能是很多零乱的事情导致的吧..

晚上睡觉也很不安稳

一个短短几个小时的睡眠我却醒了好几次..

或许自己一时想不开吧

也找不到人倾诉

自己就一直钻牛头角的.

但现在我没事了.

昨晚也睡了很熟

今天还睡到了中午才醒

可能想开了吧...

其实就工作而言我工作算好的..

至少我的同事跟老板都待我很好..

那次老板请吃后还一直感谢大家

一直对我们很客气又一直请我们吃东西

并不会因为自己是老板就大完

然后还问我跟日本方面关系如何

如果他们不好就跟他讲一声他会就教训他们..

反而自己却一直想换更高或更好的工作

一颗心总想着往外跑..往外发展...

要找到个珍惜你的老板真的很难..

网友

以前还不怎么常上网时不怎么相信网友的

觉得自己会很理智地分清楚现实或网络世界的朋友

然而到了KL读书后上网的时间长了..

也则然而然认识了很多网络上的朋友..

也忽略了当初的想法.

更在现实中遇见到他们..

可是到了现在有联络的就只有一些了..

曾经混到很熟..日夜交谈的网友..

现在好像也没怎么有联络了..

最近的曾经,一个网友离开小新回国工作了..

然而,可惜的是,原来现在跟她还保持联络的也没几人哦..

原来网上维持的关系如果没了网络之下,一切就等于零了..

感觉自己交友的能力好象到了社会工作而怯步了..

办公室内的是非我是懂的..但我没什么去理会..

不要牵涉到我就好了..

感觉自己没了幼时的那股傻劲..那股活力...

或许懂太多经历太多虽然能让人更快地成长

但好像失去了快乐的根本..

oh my goodness~

今天不只一个人问起某某人..

然后问我我是不是不喜欢某某人

问我为何不喜欢他

我反问他为何要知道呢

他竟然回答说要开解他

因为某某人好像伤得很重

当我问回他为何你会觉得他伤得很重后就没下问了...

其实我连某某人是谁就谈喜不喜欢这问题不会觉得很可笑点吗?

我好像也像是个会一见钟情的人..

或许我性子正如我星座吧. rfrf.

做人比较踏实点.. 不会好像小妹妹似的想太多..

虽然不会太过在意什么5B 或 5C

但是我从来也不会相信爱情饮水饱的道理..

双面

最近读了一些帖,看了一些事; 原来很多事情都有两面的. 可能某些人以为那么做没错很合理,而可能有些人认为那么错完全是有问题. 有时我也不懂那样是对或错. 或许不要懂那么多也是好事一件…

办公室=扮公室????

办公室=扮公室????

做人比做事更重要

面对自己不喜欢或可称为讨厌的人你们可以面不改色地谈笑风生吗???


平时就我们,我A,B-ENGINEER-C-不爽的人..一起去吃饭

之前已懂差不多全公司的人不爽C的

看了我的BLOG的人应该懂谁是C了吧

要讲的话太多了..其实也不是想讲人家的坏话也不想讲

但真的发生太多太多真的很不爽想找个地方发泄下

昨天我收到了B的信息

我们公司有个人问他我们是不是要杯隔C来着..今天没跟他一起吃饭

昨天中午时份下雨

然后因为B是ENGINEER跟楼下的ENGINEER混得很熟嘛所以有人帮他打包了..

然后就剩下我跟C咯

然后我就跟我其他同事去SAFRA次咯..

昨晚B就信息我那么说..

然后今天去吃饭的时候又看到好像没事那样的

之后C离开买饮料

然后B就SHOOT回之前跟他一起聊的话

然后其实我也不懂他SEND那SMS给我的意思是什么....


可能我EQ还不够强吧

在不喜欢的人面前真的很难装到若无其事的~

少上网了?

最近有个朋友说少见到我,说我少上网了?

然后我跟他说找不到上网的任何益处,变得麻木不仁了

心里总有许许多多的事情闷在心口却找不到可以倾诉的出口..

感觉很闷很闷~~

或许这是自闭自封锁自己的后遗症???

少上网了?

囤存

感觉自己很喜欢囤存些东西

感觉如此...实物也是如此...

CARI的信箱一直FULL

然后刚刚花了一些事情回味下之前的信息

然后一一删除~

每次手机的SMS也会收留好一段时间~

呵呵~

很有意思的一个文章-改变

我改变不了环境，但可我以改变自已。
没有人能够永远快乐幸福的过每一天。
没有人能够坦然的面对自己的坚强和软弱。
让我成熟的，是经历与磨难。
让我幸福的，是宽容与博爱。
让我心安的，是理解与信任
我改变不了事实，但我可以改变态度。
不知道为何，有些东西就是无法改变。
也许，是因为还没有找到真正的梦想。
也许，还在追求那永远不会有的完美。
我曾虚荣过，幻想过，为狭隘的目标奋斗过。
待到重新回头看时，觉得很多事情都云淡风轻了。
我改变不了过去，但我可以改变我的现在。
过去的就让它过去，会在未来走的更加好。
因为抛弃了不必要的包袱，生活才会更美好。
人生如此短暂，有什么理由，不去好好的生活呐。
有太多的事情要我去做，有很重要的人等着我去珍惜。
不要回头看，前面的世界才更精彩。
我不能控制他们，但我可以掌握自已。
走自己的路，纵然很崎岖，纵然很陡峭，但要依然勇往直前。
谁也没有控制我命运的权利。
纵然会困难重重，伤痕累累，但不要犹豫，不要后悔。
因为在回首时，我可以指着那条尽是痛苦和泪水的路，大声地骄傲地说：
看，这就是我自己走出来的路！
我不能预知明天，但我可以把握今天。
“森林中有一个分岔口，我愿选择脚印少的那一条路，这样我的一生会截然不同。”
一条路走的人多了，总会弄得泥泞不堪，总会弄得尘土飞扬。
为何不换一条路走走，也许一切将会是另一种样子。
把握自己的今天，那么明天绝对会更好。
我不能左右天气，但我可以改变心情。
我对生活微笑，那么生活也对我微笑。
让我的心不再压抑，让它解脱吧。
让自由的心灵飞翔，去迎接那绚丽的阳光吧！

贴租房通告

原本是我妹说今天十点就出外贴租房通告的

可是我就等到她十点..喊她几次都没反应..

然后就刚刚11点多才起来了..

然后说要出去贴了

我说我等着冲凉

明天再贴吧..

然后我们就吵架了

她说明天贴的话

就剩下一俩天别人能来这里看房子了..

其实我也不是很着急找人..

可能我会故意地不贴或随便贴

到时候看看我心情吧

但我懂不过我的结果如何

找不到人的话

我还是有段日子一直烦下去的..

复杂的心情

现在的心情有点复杂
我家有个屋友搬出去了
基本上这算是个好消息一则吧
可是就觉得很显.还有等等半夜时分又要出门去贴通告
如果走了一个人可能房租费又加一点点
可是其实那间房住3人的话是OK的..也不一定住4人啊..

刚刚听一朋友说全部水电煤气网络费用加加一个月最多两百块..
心理少许不平衡的
之前我妹还跟我说我哥水费网络一个月要好几百块呢..
我们这间家,其实是用千五租来的
现在那大房(可是不是主人房,纯粹位子比较大点而已)
那房间里住着四个中国人,一个好像是220包水电..
然后我们这间就500包水电..
之前搬来的第一个月因为没赶紧找人..
那个月我们就四四分帐
然后第一批中国人来..被炒sotong了..月底搬走..再次四四分帐
第二批中国人来..被我哥下令月尾搬走..没任何buffer time...又来四四分帐
现在第三批的其中一个搬走了..不懂房租又要付多少呢…

不过听某朋友的水电煤气网络费的数额..觉得真的很不划算..
有时真的觉得租整间家很烦
之前就常烦找不着人然后啃了不少房租费
然后就打扫问题..
每次就我们做到真的很显~

忍

其实， 忍，作为一种涵养，常常被曲解了。忍，不应该是憋在心里，窝气；因为气不顺，憋在胸中，久而不畅，则智昏；智昏，则容易失言失态。最终，忍的修养还是会失去。 所以说，忍应该是主动地、积极地去“化解”。已经箭在弦上，你忍，就只能等死。俗称：“忍字心头一把刀”，想借“忍”的字形说明“忍”的道理：“一直要忍到心头插刀，也不反抗。” 其实，这是消极的态度，结果很悲哀，以彻底牺牲自己为代价，没有解决什么实质问题。这不是积极入世的态度，并不可取。正因为中国民间的这种错误认识，导致了许多人本来可以很好地化解矛盾的，却采取了消极的态度，结果贻误了解决问题的最好时机。所以，与其误导人们“忍到心头插刀”作无谓的牺牲，不如教育人们“忍化”，处事临危不惧、当机立断，采取积极避其锐气、迂回化解的办法，游而击之；学会避免正面冲突，减少不必要的消耗和损失，用柔化、分化等办法最终彻底解决冲突。

很想搬家

即刻马上立刻搬家

平常我们回到家吃完饭大概7点左右我们会洗衣服

一个星期洗两次那样,洗整桶吧..

然后每次都被同屋的屋友,中国人丢进一个没洗而且还有点肮脏的桶里面

经过一段日子的观察,是一个中国人吧

他每次想洗就洗..不问不等..

通常是冲完凉后就洗..

就洗那一两三件而已..

每天都洗...

然后今天我跟我妹吃完不肥回到家十点多了

然后我们弄点东西后就洗衣服咯

之后我冲凉的时候衣服还没好

可是却在我冲凉期间..

我听到有人挖我们的衣服出来

然后就洗自己的..

现在就等他的洗好..

然后我丢我自己的衣服

重洗!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

每次我那么做

我妹都骂我!

说我浪费水电~~

可是我真的受不了~~~~~~~~

如果是我妹就照常嗮了了事

人经

人真难做

真人难做

做真人难

真难做人

朋友

从相聚 相识,到相处的朋友
从相聚 相识,到相处的朋友
往往需花一段日子来慢慢酝酿友情

可是
友情的决裂往往只需要一秒的时间
我的第一次,第二次,无数次都在网上体验了
网路入虎口啊~叹~

然后想不到原来不只我有这问题
有时我会很惋惜逝去的友情
可是..
我也做不了什么..
既然对方如此做
我也只好随波逐流了
再加上,那样的友情也没坚持下去的意义了
就无谓浪费彼此的时间来做表面上的虚伪功夫~~~

网上如虎口

近来越来越多论坛的人选择闭关不出门了

怎感觉每个人似有离开小新或论坛的趋势呢?

网上如虎口吗?网上的人说的话不能太相信吗?

之前一段日子我有类似感触..离开了论坛一段时间~

之后被某人劝了回来..就回去大家一起灌下水交流下~

那我还是静静地过我一个人的生活好了..

一举打消刚刚发芽想要出去网聚一瞄的种子~

Facebook

My facebook account has been disabled.

Just ignore it.

Maybe i can stay even better without existence of facebook.

My life remain going on without it.

So am i,before and after.

No more care on those mini games.

The only pity is i cant browse the photos in my friend list.

同事A

又一个同事A的故事

其实也不是很想写关于她的故事

只是找个地方发泄下而已吧~

用中文比较可以带出整个故事的感觉吧..


就之前的故事已说过了,

我,A,B就是常一起出外吃午餐的KAKI..

今天如同往常那样我们出外吃午餐~

我呢,原本决定了要吃板面的;但看到板面的人潮很多我就去板面而香港小吃了..

而A则跟随B一起吃鱼汤~


片刻之后

正吃着午餐的我看到B捧着杂菜饭回来

我就很诧异地问她,你不是说要去鱼汤吗?怎的???

然后她就跟我说我等等回办公室再告诉你~~

我就等到回办公室后等她的故事咯..


吃饭途中..一片沉默..

怪不习惯的...

虽然最近我也变得懒得去讲话了..

就觉得说多浪费我口水而已

然后也因为之前的一个故事..还有之后发生的几件事...



回到办公室后

B就跟我说原本她是要吃鱼汤的,然后A也跟着她一起吃鱼汤..

之后她们就一起就排队咯..

排队的那段时间,A则不停地大大声讲B的正前面的坏话..还把全部排队的人全骂进去..

就说: [B,前面的怎么排队排到那么乱啦..平时又怎么说她做东西乱ETC..]

其实队伍排得很好很整齐@@

B只跟我讲个BASIC而已..她说A还说了更多..

但是她跟我讲的只是让我大概明白而已..

然后B有尝试要她降低她的声量

可是她不理会B的劝告..反而越说越大声..

B跟我说她很尴尬...她的脑子完全是空白了好几分..

然后她借故队伍一直没进展就闪去买杂饭吃了...


难怪..我看B一脸不对劲. Hmm..

我今天也差点牵涉入其中..好险~


其实之前我也有遇过相同的情形~

就吃饭的途中,她一直向我吐苦水..

然后也讲得很大声~

我跟她讲她话中的主角正走在我们的正前头..

谁知她越讲越大声..

还说故意要讲大大声给他们听到+知道 >.<


那时的我真的不懂该如何回应~

幸好到目前为止我还没跟人杯葛

不幸中的大幸 @@


然后我一直有个困扰

就我有时真的很懒惰出外吃午餐

其实我可以叫同事帮我打包的

同事也肯帮我跟B打包的..

只是为了仁义我们就觉得不该丢下A一人..

如果我一个星期有一两餐叫我同时打包的话

我会不会很过分啊


因为之前试过几次\同事帮我多打包一份

然后刚好B因公务去了SHIPYARD..

然后只剩下A一人..

然后饭后我问她吃点什么啊

她回答说工作很忙没吃..

之后我有内疚感... @@

Kaizen

Definition of Kaizen:

Kaizen (改善, Japanese for "improvement") is a Japanese philosophy that focuses on continuous improvement throughout all aspects of life. When applied to the workplace, Kaizen activities continually improve all functions of a business, from manufacturing to management and from the CEO to the assembly line workers.[1] By improving standardized activities and processes, Kaizen aims to eliminate waste (see Lean manufacturing). Kaizen was first implemented in several Japanese businesses during the country's recovery after World War II and has since spread to businesses throughout the world.[2]

I know the word "Kaizen" since my degree studies; something related to continuous improvement. However what Kaizen I found out in my workplace real very funny. Boss want racked our brains for ideas of Kaizen weekly @@. Then the time I browse the ideas of Kaizen by other colleagues, I will read them with uncontrollable laugh. There is a gap between kaizen thinking from my understanding and the one really applied to workplace.

One of my colleague teach me a very tricky kaizen way^^. The tactic that boss told her, as she mentioned. LOL~ even an added or changes of one sentence also can treat as kaizen. Phew~ Then my that colleague prolong the ideas of Kaizen for few months. Simply put the idea at 1st week then do some modification on it & added in some other ideas throughout the months. I.e. the idea of Kaizen that can finished by one time but she intentionally put it for few months^^. How ridiculous it is. LOLZ.

Tomorrow, my forth time changes working environment in same company. Phew~ changes from one seat to another seat. This is one of the cultures of our company. Phew~ And I will be move from seat behind B to seat beside B. Feel funny bo? LOLZ.. Is it the kind of Kaizen? @@

爱情面包理论

你会如何选

有个男的朋友说..男人只要有钱..就不怕没女人了..
我问回他:可是你不懂她是真的爱你的人还是只爱你钱而已…

Relationship

Continued with above topic, I have a short discussion with someone. She mentioned that the guys in the forum are too straightforward & low EQ. Then she mentioned that most people stay in city is good in EQ. She has many friends during study life however she treats them as nodded acquaintance only. She ever doesn’t like herself that become more and more scheming as times goes on. I think I have same feeling with her. I’m quite active during my primary and secondary time. I be friend with everybody. Until now, I lazy on maintain nodding terms. Even with my colleagues, I try to shy away from close friendships. I don’t know to describe my feeling? I’m having less and less contact with my friends due to distance. And it seem like I’m the one who trying to maintain the relationship. I really feel tired on it.

Is it good to distinguish private matter and business affairs?
Is it better not having a close relationship with colleagues?

Are we become realistic (become tricky@@)?
Is it friend good to be exploited and take advantages on?
Is it friendship will deteriorate by time & distance?

a conflict in forum

How I know the particular thread in forum that gave rise to problems and complications?

Today, someone send me the link. She told me how’s ridiculous of this thread and how's the low quality of the forum???

This thread is about a guy 1st day visit to Singapore and he took a picture with a beauty of bread shop.

In the meantime, the guys in forum compared this gal with another gal in the forum. They put their photo together and start their discussion.

The first time I browse this thread, I feel the gal is quite a patient person.

But after a moment, someone else sending me the same link and told me the gal was furious.

Hmm..

If you are the gal, what do u feel? And what would be your next action?

New House

Excited in looking for 1st/2nd hand house recently.

Friends told me it are too risky since I jz start from scratch. For info, I have to buy house as well as car. Moreover, lots of miscellaneous expenses, such as petrol fee, toll fee,etc…

Hmm.. I have this decision after thoughtful consideration.

Although i think to have my own dream house. However,due to limitation in budget and risk minimization, I choose to share purchase house with my sis.

On the other hand, we can reduce each other burden as well. If anything go wrong, one of us being retrenched or something else, there are somebody else who can continue to pay for the installment. Lolz..

Miss~

Quite miss happiness in childhood

Quite miss my study life

Quite miss the moment we spent whole midnight at mamak stall

Studying? Working?

If there is a chance to go back to the past, will you willingness to try it out?

You will choose continue studying or working at that moment???

Lolz..

I know we cannot change the past. But I just can’t stop to think.

Bottleneck

Actually I have much more ideas to blog in

I wish to pour out everything..

Nevertheless I feel I always face with bottle-neck.

Perhaps, i can express my feeling my experience easily using chinese, but I find great difficulties blog in using english.

Is it the chinese wordings tend to be more peculiar and subtle. Wuahaha~

Why everybody quite enjoy with their work?

Why everybody quite enjoy with their work?

Different with me~

I still don't know what is the target of my life,how's my life going on,etc

I feel quite LOST in my life

Friend asking me don't want to be cop anymore?

yes. I wish to. but it’s hard. I will be kick out in 1st round.
I'm underweight. >.<

Cherish

I dont like to waste on food.

Normally I'm the one at my home who will finished orts at last. Lolz..

Hmm.. Since many people around this world has nothing to eat. They look much too skinny. They even take everything to avoid die from sheer hunger.

Thus, we should cherish what we're having now.

摩羯座

我觉得这是个形容我很贴切的星座解剖.

虽然从以前开始没什么人相信我是摩羯座的..Lolz


年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们 通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想， 他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。
　　
　　魔羯 相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺 点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指 出．
　　
　　　　所有魔羯都拥有２个性格，只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受，因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的坏可以 媲美过所有星座，也许他们不相信，但是随着时间的积累魔羯的人在慢慢变坏，其实这也是一种自我保护，他们需要知道了解自己最后的一张王牌，做不做就看对方 是否达到让魔羯抱负的地步了，这并不是在表扬，似乎用阴险可以形容，当魔羯讨厌一个人的时候那就是一种绝对，魔羯不会随便讨厌一个人，但是如果哪个人做的 太过分，这个人会从魔羯心底彻底抹杀，如果这个人激怒了魔羯，呵呵那么这个人就只能等着灾难的降临。
　　
　　　　魔羯是个比较 城府的人，他们不会表面去得罪了，但是他们会计划着让这个人知道他所做的事情将会给自己带来多大的回报，魔羯的报复手段极其残忍，他会加倍的还给你，（如 果你有一天遭受到摸名的灾难那么你去想想你在什么时候得罪了魔羯）魔羯并不会随便的去加害一个人，因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏，他们是天才的杀手，一切的一切 从很早以前就做好计划，而且这些计划在没有事件出现前他们就在考虑如何完美并无破绽的进行报复计划，也许这些和他的悲观有些联系，魔羯的人很了解世界，但 他们固执的相信美好尽管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己，当然想抛弃自己是不可能的。
　　
　　朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座）
　 　 魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个 聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜 些朋友。
　 　 他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们 并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这 样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们 可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人品太差了。
　　
　　感情（超级白痴）
　 　 魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个 人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功 后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出”我爱你”或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对 不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一 能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。
　　当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们．
　　
　　追求: 魔羯的追求是认真的，只要对方不让魔羯认为完全没有机会，魔羯就会像疯子一样的追求着，他们其实对自己非常没有信心，唯一的动力只是相信自己在爱着，为了对的起自己的感情，为了认真的去爱一回．
　　
　 　被追求:　魔羯对于不喜欢的人不会给予任何机会，魔羯的人很善良，而且他们知道长痛不如短痛的道理，如果魔羯勉强接受了你，那也是出于一种同情心，但是 交往没几天他们就开始内疚，他们认为怜悯的爱对追求者来说是一种伤害，他们会尽量的躲避并且对追求者很冷淡追求者尽量的让追求者开始讨厌她／他．如果追求 者不理解的话，放心最长不超过一年，魔羯会很理智的告诉你别在联系了，她／他会消失的无影无纵．
　　
　　拒绝:　如果魔羯真的爱了就不会去拒绝你，永远不会．
　　
　　被拒绝:　魔羯比任何一个星座对感情都很认真，恢复伤痕的时间也很长，他们会选择消失，这样对你对他都有好处，因为他怕多看你一眼而又再次无法自拔　他怕再多看你一眼　心如刀割

concession

I make concession to the receptionist today. Say sorry to her and apologize on any inconvenient caused. >.< Then she also say sorry back to me. But then I heard from someone (people from warehouse) that she complaint me in front of her. Phew~ office life >.<

Somebody asking me why I have to apologize on this matter???
I told him that although her tone is rude but it is fact she helps us to collect the parcel voluntarily.
I’m trying my best to break the deadlock.
The longer time I let it, more harden it will be.
A simple way will let everything go smooth, will make my job easier.. Hmm...

Story of sandwich

I felt unhappy yesterday. I feel like a sandwich in between of bread. Finally I deeply understood what my senior mention about. Customer’s parcel (DHL) reaching during lunch time, then suppose people from warehouse should sign and accept for it, but anyhow they reject to accept the parcel. Luckily the receptionist helps us to sign for the parcel. Somehow, when she calls me to collect the parcel, as usual, I told her I can’t do that; request her to forward the parcel to people at warehouse. As my past experience, I did collect the parcel when receptionist calling me. But my superior told me I can’t do that to avoid any loss or damage of the parcel. Also, I have to responsible for it. In procedure, the parcel should received by people at warehouse, checking by them , then just pass to us…then the receptionist yell at me with angry tone when I told her regarding this. This is 1st incident that upset me.

Second is troublesome Japan parent company. They always give troubles to us. We have to do everything to make them convenient, to please them, to let them feel happy, etc. Everything they do is correct one; even they done it wrongly, we must tolerance for their mistake. For their convenient, we have to double our workload.

1. Supply wrong part frequently
2. Give us wrong info on the part. Even 10 times compared to previous time. And we only get to know after customer place order and giving shipping instruction.
3. Request different PO for same order No. because customer intends to send to two places respectively. Actually it’s not a necessary step. Just to make their work easier but not for us!!!
4. Miss the shipment
5. Always changed the price of part without prior notice but always blame us due to we provide them PO with different price. They told us we should check the price through Japan system since we have the system. Zzzz… But not everyone authorize to use the system lo.. Also, u thought we free enough to check every items frequently? My colleagues even tried difference of price today and tomorrow, through Japan system. Zzz..

Due to the price of PO, Japan side often calls to the head of other department and shout at them. >.< There is a difference. The significant treatment between Japanese and non-Japanese. The head of my department is Japanese. So,........u guys sure know the answer. Thus, every time we have urgent enquiry or shipment, we pass them to him will done. Lolz.. Past incident that happened few days again, urgent case, and we willingness to pay whatever cost to pay for the part, but Japan refuse to do so, mentioned that not possible to reach at the designated destination by that time bla bla bla.. But they agree to rush for us after a Japanese call for aid. Phew~~~


Somemore I heard my colleagues say some Japanese tend to complaint. The most ridiculous complaint is complaint others speak English too fast. Faint…

Just mumbling.

Forgive me..lolz..

BMI

Today heard my colleagues say they wan keep fit. Then due to curiosity, I ask them how much they wan keep. Lolz.. then ask them how is them BMI… then they keep on counting. And of course for mine one remain underweight. >.< actually I think BMI is not a appropriate method. Just take our height and weight into consideration only, without our age. Lolz..

credit card

Today I have received my credit card bill. Wow.. 2k plus. My 1st bill exceeds my monthly salary, (let leave aside exchange rate. Haha.) I think I have to be self control on usage of the credit card. I don’t want to be slave for credit card. >.< It is exciting since this is my 1st credit card in my life. Lolz~

Life

It’s a challenge to become a human being. Sometimes, I get tired of such life. Also, I find out that I become more and more lazier to deal with people. However, everybody in this world has to go through the mill. I ever think of commit suicide to left this world. Lolz.. This notion always flashes in my mind but I don’t dare to do so. Perhaps, in my inner perception prohibit me to doing so. Since we have courage to kill ourselves, why don’t we have courage to live, embolden ourselves to encounter every difficulties & ups & downs in life. Moreover, since I no physical disability, no terminal illness, etc, I seem no senses to give up my life.

Today I’m suffering from menstrual pain during office hour. I almost want take emergency leave. Anyhow, due to my senior not in then I have to remain. The time I request the aid from my colleague, she pass me 2 pills of panadol,. Somehow, I remain feel very painful. Then my colleague advises me to take 2 more pills. Then I reply her whether I will die since I take excess dose of panadol. Forgive me~ I’m never take panadol since I know there are so many how poisonous is it. LOL~ I remembered I had bought a box of panadol last time but I keep it aside for a year. LOL~

人生

人生如戏

戏如人生

什么是真

什么是假

是真是假又有什么关系呢？

这人生的路终归是要走下去的

加油哦~

似懂似不懂

闹了不欢而散的朋友还能做回朋友吗?

心中有刺有心病有肿瘤还能吗?

或许是我想多了

或许我从之前到现在都想太多了

保持我们之间朋友关系的最好方法是保持距离吧

少联络少见面

你累了,我也累了

我们性格不合,磁场不同

如果继续做朋友的话

迟早有一天就会变仇家吧..

而我不想我们的结局会落得如此凄惨悲观的下场

我不停地在想

要维持这样的友谊吗

放弃?

又觉得可惜

坚持?

但是无法回复从前了

心中始终会有疙瘩

或许我们只能当见了面随便哈啦的那种朋友吧

但那何尝不好呢


自我振作吧..

不要为了这件事而再次打沉了自己的自信心

危机就是转机

当人面临一些危机的时候

其实是看你如何想还有如何做而已

不同的人面临同个危机,后果可能会有很多种

不要怕你面前的路有多难走

不要怕自己做不着

never try never know

试过了,

无论失败与否

至少你曾经试过,尽力过

你也可以从中学习,从错误中学习,进而成长...

其实危机等于机会

if u think u can

u sure can do it

if u think u cant

u sure failed

还没上战场打仗

你的气势已经输了一大截了

哪有不输的可能 rfrf

输了...

最多重新来过

不然就东家不做,打西家的咯...

你也没什么损失的,不是吗?


但是你成功了

你的事业就更攀一层楼了

还没看过那么年轻的supervisor oun rfrf

somemore,孩子look+孩子气的supervisor.. haha...


***我也在CARI那里跌了重重的一跤,但是这一跌或许是我人生中的另一转末点也说不定 rfrf

或许
离开CARI是好事
或许
我一直在等的就是这时机
现在时机到了
我也就随风逐波地离开CARI
可惜赔上的却是我的对人的信任跟我自以为的友谊
然而潜意识里,我不想再在CARI混日子了过活
中文可能有所进步了
但是英文却变烂了

Someone guess the reason I start to write blog in English straight away.

Yes, I wish to improve my lousy English.

If there is any grammar or vocabulary mistake, please don’t hesitate to correct me.

Your assistance is much more appreciated.


The another reason would be find something to kill my time.

In a so called nice word, can I describe it as the 1st step of changing my lifestyle

I’m stil looking for the most suitable lifestyle for myself


Someone asking me: “How do you find yourself in singapore?” “ do you enjoy your current life? “I answer without consideration : “No.”

“What bring you over singapore?”

And I answer: “$$$,good security,future.But I lose all my friends, I miss my friends."

“where are your friends?”

“I less friends at Sg.”

“This is not about the number of friend,as long as you have someone close for sharing or for pillow talk,then it is good.”

“nope. that's why i create a blog. I find no place to pour at."


The third reason would because influenced by someone call hakka moi.Haha..

I find out it's nice to have a blog to express own feeling and also create a connection with friends..

Through blog, we can know what happen on friends recently, how's their feeling,etc...

Colleague A

Today, when I scan for documentation, one of my colleagues comes in. She intentionally come forward to express their resentment toward a gal (let’s call it A). Hmmm.. She did repeat many times. She told me what she has done. And at the last, she question me how comes I can be friend with her. How's perseverance I’m…etc…. Repeat question, again. The first sentence she chat with me: Your that “best friend” ….. And previous time when I sit beside her in the bus, she chat with me with 1st sentence: Where is your that “best friend”? I really can feel the insolence from her >.<

I did hear a lot of news about A from surrounding. Every time I just smile and listen quietly. Sometime I did try my best to speak some good words for gal A.

Actually I not so close with her, too. Just one of “lunch kaki” only. And it has become a routine. Actually, I also not so satisfy with the tone she speak and the way she do the work, too.

Indeed,different people have their own personality.
As a friend, I have done what I should do.
She always pours out her troubles on works to me and another colleague during lunch time.
Actually I’m the one absorb most info (should it be good news huh?) >.<
Somehow, I don’t know how to advice her (no use as she sticks to his own opinion~)

It’s so hard to be a human being. What should I do now? Get involved in and trying to be a peacemaker? Better don’t. Later my youngest sis scold me busy body.

Keep ignore~~~~~~~~~~

H1N1

1st case of H1N1 in Singapore.


Befell on a gal who just came back from New York.

As a result,she is being quarantined.

I wonder on how if this misfortune happened on the poor one?

Deducted annual leave? Deducted pay? Even have to pay for ward plus medical fees…

Feel great sympathy for them.


My colleagues answer me: they have cpf (epf) ma.


But how if for foreigner???


In betw, is it cpf enuf to cover most or all the loss???

Is it no $ no capital for sick in developed country?!?!?!

Call an ambulance need sgd80.

See a doc at midnight need over hundred,at least!!!!

Moreover, a very kind doc collect even steeper medical fees but end up being shooted as “lowering the market price”

Today, 3 more H1N1 in Sg..


Sigh~~~

Sick + Tired now

Feel exhausted now.

Seem as I'm trying to challenge my limit.

I wonder how far can my body support to.

Just let everything short and simple as intro for my this new blog.

Just came back from OT,with the so called "fragile" body.

Nowadays, I'm someone who always fall in sick.

Im no longer "healthy baby" people's eyes.

Despite how exhausted i'm, i insist on create this blog on impulse anyhow.

Hope i will be persistent and consistent to maintain my blog...